Feeling better about this

Here is today's test (on the right). It is looking much darker and feels real. I also have a very dark line on a First Response, but I sent myself the wrong picture this morning... Oh no!

I told M about it this morning. I wanted to wait for Christmas, but I can not keep a secret to save my life, especially one this big! He was grinning all morning!

EDD is Sept 2nd. I'll call for the first appointment on the 27th. I still think it's too early to call the doctor.

I'm so happy to see so many familiar names in my comments. You all have a special place in my heart and it makes me feel warm and cozy to know you're still out there.

VFP?

You can't see it on the pictures. I can see something at home. Of course I'll keep testing!

I wasn't haveing symptoms yesterday and pretty much talked myself out of testing this morning. But I woke up and my boobs felt huge and achy, so I waited until DH was shaving (in the guest bathroom) and tested and hid it in a drawer until I could take the picture. I didn't tell him because he would really think I was crazy right now!

Non-update

I didn't want to leave anyone hanging - BFN on Sunday. I'm saying that I'll wait until Saturday to test again. I'll let you know when my willpower breaks!

It’s been a while

So, hi! I bet you missed me!

I’m still reading all the blogs out there, but I fell victim to the craziness of blogger and not being able to comment. I tried some of the fixes, sometimes they worked. Most of the times they didn’t. Those are crappy excuses, but true. I’m on a work computer, so I don’t want to mess with the settings too much. Who knows what I’d screw up.

I’m back because we are back on the TTC wagon. Maybe we’ll be lucky and I’ll be able to surprise DH with a positive test in his stocking (as if I have enough will power to wait that long). Maybe we won’t.

I talked to a friend today about how this time around will be not-so-different from the last time. Part of me thinks that it should be so easy and relaxing because, Hey! We can do this! The other part of me thinks I’ll be just as crazy as last time.

I hope I’ll have those feelings that some other non-first time mom’s have about pregnancy. Where you kind of aren’t as focused on the pregnancy as the first time. But I’m sure I’ll still be scared.

TWW report: I’ve had some mild tenderness today. A few days ago, I was really tender. I’m testing on Sunday. I’ll be somewhere between 7 and 10 dpo.