And I know why I'm sad. The parade of March babies has begun. I'm so happy for my friends. I was bursting with excitement last night and this morning when I got the news and learned the name of a baby I'm going to love so much.
But still. It hurts. I'll be there again someday. Just not soon enough. This month is going to be rough for me. Two more babies to go. I'll be so happy. Then I'll cry some more. I'll get through it.
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(((((HUGS)))))
I am so sorry!! What you are feeling is very natural! Many PTs to you!!
Please be gentle with yourself...treat yourself and the up and down (and sideways) of emotions with kindness. It's okay to be okay. And then not be okay. To be grateful. And then angry. To be a survivor. And a fresh victim again.
You absolutely will get through it. And we're all here to hold your hand, and pat your shoulder, and hear your thoughts. As many times as you need, and for as long as you need. I had tears today thinking of two of the little ones I lost. It's been 4 years for one, 5 years out for the other.
Much love to you, sweetie.
It's a terrible roller-coaster. Don't forget to put your own needs first and to take good care of yourself! Hugs.
Thinking of you. It's okay to be sad, and happy, and happy and sad at the same time. Hang in there!
What everyone else said. :)
And I'm sorry you're going through the rollercoaster. I hope you're feeling better soon.
ditto to the ladies comments above. Thinking of u and hugs!!
I'm sorry I didn't see this til now. It is crazy how fast we can go from doing ok to feeling sad. It can hit ya like a wrecking ball sometimes. As usual it seems everyone around me is pregnant & I'm doing my best to be happy but I'm just not that good at it. We have been through hell & we deserve a few tears here & there. Allow yourself to mourn & be kind to yourself during the harder times. Praying for your BFP as soon as you start TTC again.
Big {{{HUGS}}} I wish this wasn't so hard...
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