Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Empty sack.

Not much else to say really. I have another ultrasound with a high-tech machine tomorrow at 11. Then a follow up at my doctor's office at 1:30.

So I'm pissed off.

And, unfortunately, stuck with my pollyanna attitude that keeps nagging me: At least it happened now and not a month from now! Isn't it better this way?

15 comments:

JW Moxie said...

Dammit. I'm so sorry. xoxo

Stacie said...

I'm so, so sorry. Many hugs. :(

Kelli said...

So, so sorry Cheryl. Hugs to you.

Leslie said...

I mostly lurk but wanted to say how sorry I am!!

Ms. J said...

Oh honey...I'm so sorry.

There are no good words, so sending love and reminder you can email me if you need to talk (or vent).

Monica said...

I'm so sad and angry for you. Thinking of you.

Michele said...

Oh sweetie. I'm so sorry.

Jill said...

I am just so, so sorry. This infertility/loss business just stinks. Hugs and prayers for you.

Dawn said...

Oh Cheryl I am so so very sorry. My heart is breaking for you. It is all so very unfair. I am going to hold out hope & pray for a miracle tomorrow.

Kristen said...

So sorry. I wish I had more comforting words for you. Praying for comfort for you and your husband.

Laura said...

:( I am so sorry. I was really hoping and praying for you. My heart goes out to you. Please know that I continue to admire you, no matter what.

someday-soon said...

I'm so sorry {{{HUGS}}} You're right that it's better now than later but it doesn't mean it doesn't SUCK!

Erin said...

So sorry Cheryl. Sucks. Why can't it ever just be easy for us? Damn.

LuckyOnce said...

I'm so sorry... I can understand the feeling of being glad that it happened now instead of later, since you kind of fall in love more and more every day. That being said, if that's not the way you're feeling tomorrow, you know that's okay too. *hugs*

Elizabeth :: Bébé Suisse said...

I've had the same thoughts - that it was "better this way," better earlier than later, better than having the attachment grow even more before severing it. But it still sucks, no matter which way you look at it. Hugs.